
I believe I might have mentioned this in past posts, but, be it fatal flaw or not, I rarely draw before I begin to create three dimensional forms. I have always felt intimidated by the act of drawing. To put it simply, what I envision in my mind and what I am able to put to paper do not translate to be the same idea. This jump in patterning often leads to a process I call "play."
My play last weekend was inspired by my surroundings. When we moved to the central coast of California nearly two summers ago, which is within two hours of the city where I grew up, I was struck by the scents of my childhood. In particular, that of wild grass (not the domestic lawn variety).
When I was small my neighborhood was not quite peopled yet, and where homes would be in the future, were lots of open fields of tall grass. My brother and I spent hours building grass forts deep in the midst of these fields. My family also went on lots of hikes and picnics out in the hills of the surrounding area. Were I at my parents' house, I know exactly which picture I would include here: me, five or six, on a golden grassy hillside, running with my brothers, all the while blowing bubbles, with the knots of my hair hidden by the wind captured in the shot. Scent-bound memories have rekindled when I returned to my home state. Despite the tiny fact that I am highly allergic to grass and it makes my nose tingle and skin itch, I cannot help taking in full lungs of my childhood at this time of year.
This is a long introduction for some soft-sculpture grass (that came out like sea kelp on the first attempt), but this is the memory that inspired the creation, and which the creation now inspires.